STORIES.

I always used to love writing, here i will share some of my own stories.

There's This Place

There's this place

Where we used to go.

You'd take me there

& We'd sit in your car.

Nothing ever mattered

It was just our little world

And I'd stare at the stars

Everything was perfect.

I remember your smiles

Fresh as yesterday.

Like we never departed  

But seems like we never started

All I wanted was better

But better you couldn't give

And she will have you now

But baby don't you ever learn

Your loving some one else

Your love is not for me

All you did was hurt me

And all the days I stood by you

Now I wish for better

I'm leaving you for the last time

Don't think you can come back

I won't let you do it again

Stronger than I ever was

I'm leaving you for the last time

Baby you didn't deserve me

These senses have seen you through!

There's this place

That we always used to go to

I'd sit there next to you

And we only knew

Hoping we'd never get seen

But our love just couldn't resist

There's this place

That we always used to go to

We'd sit for hours in the car park

Hoping we'd never get seen

And when we did

It felt so right but,

Now we departed

Feels like we never started.

Your loving some one else

Your love is not for me

All you did was hurt me

And all the days I stood by you

I'm leaving you for the last time

Don't think you can come back

I won't let you do it again

Stronger than I ever was

I'm leaving you for the last time

Baby you didn't deserve me

These senses have seen you through!

Theres this place

That we used to go to

And thats where it was wrong

That place we used to go to

Has left us departed

like we never started.

i can’t remember

I sat and starred at the ocean today
and all I could think about was you
&& it all sounds so silly, but
I've forgotten how I fell for you.

I can't remember,
the feelings is just so empty,
for something that felt so strong
has been washed away by the ocean
I'm finding it hard to find you.

I sat and starred at the ocean today
and all I could think about was us
&& I realized your too young to understand
I've forgotten who you are

I can't remember,
the feelings is just so empty,
for something that felt so strong
has been washed away by the ocean
I'm finding it hard to find you.

I sat and starred at the ocean today
and all I could think about was you
&& the past is behind us now
its such a waste to look behind
but I've forgotten how I fell for you

I can't remember,
the feelings is just so empty,
for something that felt so strong
has been washed away by the ocean
I'm finding it hard to find you.

(I sat and stared at the ocean today
and all I could think about was you
&& it all sounds so silly
but I've forgotten how I fell for you.)

Not even a week.

Not even a week

There she was at yours, taking my place

Meeting her family

All the things we didn’t do

Now she doing them with you

And I’m still mad deep inside

Just for following my heart

This is where it’s taking me

What did everyone say

Oh why did I fall for you?

You’ve replaced me

And I can’t stop being mad

So built up, where are the answers?

I’ve been replaced with her

And now I see you as you are

All those words are just so fake

Now I see where I was a fool

Love was never meant for you

I’ve realise I was nothing to you

There is no jealously of you or her

I know you’re not worth my time

It not my loss but yours

I know I deserve some one else

I hate for believing those lies

The entire promises you couldn’t keep

I can’t find the girl I used to be

But

Your not my problem any more

So listen up

I know I deserve some one else

Some one better than you

Some one who means what they say

Some one who’ll treat me right

So listen up your not my problem any more

I’m telling you your not my problem any more

I'm sitting here
like it never happened
dreading that day
thats i didnt want to come
i want to go back
when were all alone
the silly giggles & smiles
i just want to feel you close
baby i’m heartbroken with out you.

 i will  love you untill the end
 and everyday i’ll get a bit stronger

i wish it wasn’t this way
that the time hadn’t ran out
just one more day
i want them days again
mssing you still
you haven’t a clue
yes your love is somewhere else
but  i want to feel your touch again
all those days spent together
baby i’m heartbroken with out you.

i'll love you till the end
everyday i’ll get a bit stronger

i dont want to look behind
you didnt apprieate me
i guess  i was a fool
but i wanted to hold you close again
like when we'd kiss in the rain

i just want to go back
the days that just begun
now the sun has set
its time to let you go
but i want to be with you
theres nothng left to say
cuz i’m heartbroken wth out you.

but everday i’ll get stronger

i just want to love you till the end
baby i’m heartbroken without you
i want to find my heart
but u took it where you are
i just want to feel the rainbow
i’ll love you till the end.

i'll love you tilll the end
(i'lllove you till the end)
but everyday i’ll get stonger
and
one day i’ll say good bye

Better than you.

I know I can do better than you

All these lies you made me believe

My eyes have opened for the first time

I can see you without a smoke screen

Free from lies and games

The best bits have been and gone

I'm finally happy without you

Its time to move on I wont miss you

And I think you should know

I can do better than you

Looking at the wall

Where the pictures used to be

Memories I won't forget

The very first smiles on our faces

Secrets and guiltiness in our eyes

The bike shed and the giggles

I miss the smile that no one can replace

That innocence has faded away now

And I think you should know

I can do better than you

My bed is big and empty all on my own

Everything is a long and distance dream

You made the mistakes all over again

Was a single word ever meant

You walked away with out closure

But I won't be missing you tonight

And I wont pretend I wont think about you

Even when times fly's by

But this is finally the end

And I think you should know

I can do better than you

(Now I think you should know)

(I Can do better than you )

Drink & dance

Mistakes made again
Same stories and tears
I didn't need the pain
Nobody knows the strain

But we were the lovers
And I wasn't enough
I Let them divide us
Yet the heart never lies

Im guna dance and drink
The night with out you
Im guna drink and drink
Cuz I can't think about it
just drink and drink
till the night ends


I'm lost with out you,
No one wanted us
And Now ur gone
You can be happy with out me

but I'm in love with you..

And unhappy without you
So empty and pointless
no one knows the truth
it was just u and me

and now…
Im guna dance and drink
The night with out you
Im guna drink and drink
Cuz I can't think about it
just drink and drink
till the night ends

the nite with out you

goodbye.

I don't want to think about this anymore

I've been scared from the first time

Memories are all that is left

Yet I feel like I can't let go

It's never been easy you and me

The same arguments on my mind

Like it were yesterday, stories repeating

There's something different about you and me

The best bits have been and gone

Now that's all that left is left

Giggles and smiles all a distance memory

Yet I can't let go

I don't wana say goodbye

Starring at a distance

Not even a smile, not even a look

Heads turning away

Like nothing ever happened

Questions over and over, how it got this way?

Every breath we took together,

Has faded away now its all so empty

No more hidden lines

I'm better off with out you

The best bits have been and gone

Now that's all that left is left

Giggles and smiles all a distance memory

Yet I can't let go

I don't wana say goodbye

Promises broken, tears have gone dry now

Mistakes always the same

I've woken up from dreams that could have been

All that left is left all a distance memorie

The best bits have been and gone

Now that's all that left is left

Giggles and smiles all a distance memory

Yet I can't let go

I don't wana say goodbye

For you.






There are so many things that are going around in my head yet no matter how hard i try i just can't get behind the lines.  It was so close that I just can't see where the gap came from, such closeness to such emptiness trying to hold on a smile when really on the inside it's all falling to pieces. The feelings are hidden and I paint a smile on my face like nothing in the world could go wrong and everyone is happy and I'll keep on smiling for you.

So many things have happened so many things have been screwed up once trusted has now shattered in to a million pieces like the chandelier falling from the sky and nothing can stop it.  It's all so complicated the face I know I really don't. The happy memories seem to be a distance memory that's all that's left deep inside me. I can not explain such emptiness inside me. the smiles are all so fake, it's hurting so much deep inside me.

Everywhere I go I see your face I know your meant to be and the person I have been I've lost that part of you. So many lies and stories are tearing you and me apart. Can you not see I'm driving away now and I'm loosing the strength to keep on fighting, my head tells me so many things but deep down I love u more than ever, but is that not enough?  Am I strong enough to keep on fighting and keep a brave smile on my face like it not tearing me apart?

My head is tired now, there's so much I want to say now but it's never going to be enough. I know I've lost that part of you. I messed up. I've been an idiot , I was afraid to loose u I clinged on to you not realising what I was doing, I've lost that part of me. Don't think I don't care… I care more than ever; I'm trying hard to find that part of me. i wish I could escape and run far far away and forget about it all.

I've done and said some things and its bothered u but at the end of the day no one is perfect you have done the same too. Things have been twisted and made worse than they really are but deep down I know the truth but if u don't' I don't want to know.  I'm not giving up now not after everything we have been through, you sat and took all shit u never let the rope break you stood there all the way please don't give up now cuz I'm needing you more than ever. I can't go back and change but I can learn and try again. I try harder cuz my u have my heart still and I'm still that part of u and deep down I know I'm still here and I'll keep on fighting cuz u did the same for the past 10months. i'm so lost with out so i'll keeo on fighting and i'll stick like glue like every min u did.

I wont give up yet and I'll keep on trying and soon the smile on my face will be for real…